I'm a girl and i hate that fact. I hate it so fucking much. I just want to be a guy so bad. I used to cry every time i saw a human. I'd cry when i saw women, because it reminded me that i'm a woman, and i cried when i saw men because it reminded me that i'm not a man. I don't want to be a trans boy, i just want to be... a boy. I genuenly don't know what to do. My parents wouldn't accept me. I keep trying to push my chest in and flatten it. Any time i'm reminded that i'm a girl, i want to cry. I feel this deep, deep dread in me. This started at puberty. I've been a tomboy ever since i was like 5, and yeah as a lil kid i did think "Hm it'd be better if i was a boy" but i never had a problem with being a girl ultil i got into puberty. I apolagize for all the typos, english is not my 1st language and i'm just rlly feeling bad