So I use scratch and I let my friends vent to me but one of my friends are thinking of killing themself and saying that everyone who loved her were liars. And I feel like I'm failing her because I'm suppose to keep my friends happy. I don't want her to die and it happened to one of my other friend who kept trying to kill themself and i'm just so scared because I'm so young and I don't wanna lose my friends. I feel like I have to hurt myself just to feel better. I've never cut myself my whole life but I've always wanted to because I felt like I needed too. I'm tired of trying my best but I don't wanna seem like a bad friend..
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