I'm annoyed at all my friends. I had a crush on someone else they didn't know too well and some of them are upset that I still talk to her and mention her. She's still my friend even if I got rejected. I'm not going to throw out over a year of friendship and years of knowing each other because of being told it likely wouldn't work out if we dated. It's just so frustrating when I talk about her or bring her up in some way and a majority tell me to stop talking about her, even if its just me mentioning a convo I had with her. I am over her and its literally not that deep and like, God forbid I talk about someone who is still my friend, even after being rejected, in a positive way??? She never owed me a relationship and making fun of her looks and how I loved her and think shes pretty? that's just being a dickhead atp..... even then, she is nicer than nearly all my friends so no shit I like her???? idk I think I'm losing my mind