I’m f(14) I just finished my first year of high school The problem I have is sh it started when I was maybe 11 or 12 when I was severely depressed from bullying I endured my 6th grade and now I still get bullied ofc though it doesn’t really bother me and I still sh but now it’s not really because I’m depressed or sad but now it’s like an addiction I just like how it feels and seeing the blood and the process of the healing and how it burns when I take a really hot shower and sometimes I get jealous when I see people with bigger scars or deeper than me cause me to do more and worse and it’s a Serious problem obviously and I don’t really have anyone to talk about this with so yea that’s like it and it’s not like I do it for attention either I just like feeling the scars after they heal and looking at them that’s it! I also just need tips to drive away from this addiction cause it really does affect ppl around me and how they view me even tho it shouldn