I feel so lonely ever since I moved to this town I have been labeled as Russian and that I don't belong in America. When in reality I have always lived here am mostly white and Mexican and the rumors keep on spreading. My mom and my co workers know things about me I have never said and it makes me feel crazy and also very sad. I am just someone's entertainment, someone to laugh or yell at not a person. I think it's one of my neighbors who hates me because I do use my blender everyday and is spreading rumors. I just want peace and for this to stop. But everything is to late. I feel so isolated now know one will like me. They even said I liked kids which is a lie. Yes I did have a crush on someone younger but I never acted on it and in reality I want someone much better anyways.