i am deeply unhappy with living and severely hate my self. acutely feeling the sunken cost fallacy with life, in that i have spent so much money trying to feel better and it never works. do i give up and cut my losses or keep going and waste even more money that could be going to my family, to people who want to be alive? i'm living a half-life, unable to put my all into anything but staying alive. i'm exhausted.