I wanna kill myself so badly. I attempt every day or other day and it never fucking works. I wish that something could work out for me but it never will and I know that. I'm sorry for everyone around me because I'm like a roach. Seriously am I that much of a failure to where I can't even kill myself? I'm fucking pathetic as shit. I hate my dad because he is abusive as hell and CPS did nothing about it. I either die by my own hands or his and I think it may have to be by his. I hate this.
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