After watching a show that depicts topics like SA I remembered how a classmate of mine back in my middle school days constantly SA'd me everyday during school. Its so weird that I didn't stop him. It was because he was one of those Popular Boys, and I was just one of people pleasing quiet kids who was desperate for attention and popularity. I feel like a loser like why did I let him do that bro... my mind was always fighting. Its like I had two sides in my brain. One always told me it was wrong and I should tell him to stop and report him. The other, the more powerful side, kept on telling me if I told him to stop he'd lose interest or hate me and I'd become an outcast. I think I was crazy back then. I really hate being a people pleaser. Till today I get people treating me like a footstool by dumping heavy loads in group projects on me or forcing me to do things I don't want to do (mostly popular kids). Im such a loser man I wish I could stop this