don't understand why people are so cruel to me because I'm introverted and do not approach them first. Whatever I do its not enough for them..even when I manage to make friends its so transactional in nature they ask me for help with assignments and call it a day. They only need me when they need a favor. I barely connect with anyone since college and it feels like I'm constantly trying to just drag my feet through everything. I wish I had the money or the opportunity to get therapy.