Im so drained and I feel like I have no one to talk to. Everything feels shitty and I'm too scared to cry. I don't want people to see me cry. It makes me feels weak. I am weak. Im terrible. I feel like I can't talk to anyone about anything and I really wish I had someone to talk to and just feel better. I want to feels better. I want to. I really do but idk how to. Im young and I feel like this. Im supposed to be happy and go out and have friends.. All I do is cry in my room and watch tv. Im so filthy and disgusting. I hate this. I just want to feel better. I want to feel better. I want to feel better. I want to. I hate this feeling. Why must o feel this way?