i was in a relationship for 2 years i was at the point where everyday i would tell this girl i love you before we head to classes go to sleep wakeup and everything and she would say it back and after 2 years i found out that she was secretly cheating on me and now a year later i cant think about getting with the people i like because i cant help but think oh shes pretty but what if i get cheated on again im only 17 and i feel like im not enough for anyone and i feel like i deserved to be cheated on and i cant help but wonder what i did wrong why i cant talk to women im intrested in anymore why is it so hard for me to talk to people to trust people and more importantly why am i always overthinking ever since then my self confidence has been drowning and i feel a knot in my stomach everytime i see someone i could have a relationship with but i feel like if i try their going to cheat on me and i wish i could get rid of this feeling of pain that makes me feel this way and i dont know how