Saw him on his story with another person and it’s rather clear that they’re together. Even if they’re not and just really close friends it definitely hurts to see him doing whatever he was... eh, don’t even wanna remember it. But im glad he looks happy. I’m just so sad. I’ll miss him so much. I’ve never loved anyone until I saw him and I’ll never forget him. Or her. She had a boyfriend too, the entire time and I didn’t even know it. But I didn’t have a chance either way anyhow. Not with her or him. So much for being gay. Nobody knows that either. Nobody knows me at all. But who would I tell anyhow? My sister pretends to think love is stupid and my mom, well I couldn’t tell her. Do my two friends even rlly care about me? Plus one of them said he was cute once so I wouldn’t want to be like “oh remember that guy? Yea I liked him the whole time and still fucking do cause im stupid and I knew so much about him cause I regularly check his gram like the desperate idiot I am