I swear to fucking god it’s so hard for me to make actually friends. I’ve always been SO aware of others, I can see everyone’s bad traits. my BEST friend? over-shares. my sister? hypocrisy. a random girl from my class? gossips. but when it comes to the BIG things, so damn oblivious. i don’t see the big, horrible traits. so I always end up lonely, most times. stuck in my own world. even the purest person, my brain sees something wrong about them. I fucking hate it.
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