also im starting the second half od gen med with the one specific person i do NOT want to work with like....... maybe this will teach me smtg i guess but i cant help but feel less trust in what my parents say cos it keeps reflecting as something else also does my mom want to do my taxes to control my money? also why does my dad insist on using AI for everything like your brain is gnna turn into goop. i ust wanna pour my thought here since it's been clogging up my brain also hanif and chi situation giving me deja vu yk, idk if i see mysekf in hanif or chi or maybe both at different times and like pelik ah i dont even know what to feel or if i should feel at all yk. either way ya this is helping me calm down a bit and now im sleepy but i only have a few minutes to rest before getting redy to start work atleast i have mayar. LOOK BLUE TEAM WILL BE A GOOD EXPERIENCE I WILL NOT LET IT HURT ME I HAVE GIRL POWER RAHHHHHH