I have a friend and he's a few months younger than me. I met him online through my other friend and now we go to the same school, it's really cool. Quick add on before I continue - I was SA'ed by my stepdad for a few years.. It bugs me sometimes and it took my (bio) dad and I through a 11 month court case just to get me away from that house This friend makes me uncomfortable a lot. 90% of the time I'm not in the right headspace so when they do and say really lewd things to me I feel trapped but I like it (in a terrible way) They do that but occasionally make comments abt my body I was talking to myself once abt how my shirt was a bit tight and he just said "ur a bit big, that's why" ?? Kind of odd I hate it so much, I really do. I hate being touched and now evb else thinks they can touch me. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. They put their hands in my shirt, in my pants, they snap my underwear and I just have to laugh it off. It's my fault and I hate myself for it.