i miss my best friend so fucking much she treated me like shit but i felt like i actually had someone in my life who cared you know? she wasnt good at comforting and i dont like comfort so she would distract me from my problems, we used to talk so much until she got a boyfriend, she would leave me behind and basically treat me like just a friend not a best friend like she claims. her boyfriend would also be so rude to me bc i gave her advice about him since he was a dickhead towards her. he would ask for private pictures and she didnt like that so i helped her to set the boundaries and he told people i used to hang out with that i was jealous of her bc someone liked her body. the worst part she didnt even stand up for me she never does and it feel so horrible. but oh how dearly i loved her, she was my everything, my only friend at that. i knew she would never judge me for things, we related so much but i can tell she only liked the attention and not me as a person. she would lie to me.