What's a thought or feeling you've been carrying that you can't categorize? Ummh probably wondering why family are the way they are. Effed up for one , and one sided. Nobody checks up on me. Why I'm a black sheep despite bending over backwards to please everyone else but NOBODY reciprocates it. Literally fit in nowhere. But that's ok I don't have to be popular to be happy. My family has turned into a minefield and floor of eggshells you never know what's going to set them off and grumble and etc. But the one will go out of their way to kiss their acquaintances ass yet treat me like garbage. Its like spin the wheel see what version of them you're gonna get today. If they're drunk you might as well forget about trying to speak to them because it's always aggression cussing etc. The other will go it's alright it's ok. Is it? Why does the dog go hide then? Geez I wish they'd get help or quit throwing these drunks. I hardly slept because of them last night clanging, loud mouth, etc. sigh ok