My birthday is coming up but all my mom ever does nowadays is focus on my sister. Sure she got me a cake for my birthday. But out of this whole week. My mom only been taking my sister out. Her boyfriend usually pays so she doesn't spend much. Shes never home and thinks that what she is doing is helping my sister stop feeling so left out. They face time all the time, text and go out. My sister gets anything she wants because she always sulking and never eating. Which isn't fair to me but I dont say anything. My mom calls me so mature and understanding. But I'm starting to believe that this birthday will end in me feeling alone as it has been for the last 3 years. Its never about me since my sister has been getting counseling. The attention has been on her and yeah I am concerned about her as well. But I deserve a mom too sometimes.