I became a man and have been one for years, but now more than ever I feel so ugly, so undesireable and unworthy of love because I'm a man. Because men are unworthy of love and do nothing but inflict pain on their partners (especially women) and act entitled to everything. I do not believe I am my partners ideal choice, I'm convinced he would be better off and happier with a woman. My ex cheated on me and afterwards posted horrible things like "I've never been with a man, I think I would know :]" and "still got my lesbian gold star!", it left my confidence destroyed. I cant move through the world without feeling like my desire for human connection is actively harming other people. I feel completely incapable of making anyone happy as a man, being attractive to anyone as one, or providing my partner someone safe and loving. The only attention I get for my body is from men on hookup apps and that makes me feel even worse. I dont know what to do.