My mental health is in the trash, I've never felt more pathetic. I've been through breakups before, but never like this. He made the people i care about feel not good enough, made me neglect my duties to my animals, and made me hide so much of myself. And yet all i think about is how much i just want to text him. How much my heart aches for him and it feels like i can't breathe. I don't talk to anyone about it because i feel dramatic and ridiculous but i've never felt pain like this in my life. I hate myself for still loving him and i wonder how long this will go on for. I wish i could just be happy