god i am so unfit to be alive. im stupid as fuck, a waste of space, and people are just tolerating me until the inevitable happens. the only people i talk to are my boyfriend, my brother, and my boyfriends brother. i cant see any of my friends or family, but i wouldnt want them to see me now anyways. i always tell myself this just a low point and things will get better and I'll be okay but god when is it finally axtually going to get better