everythings getting harder by the second. ive been at a point this low, but it just seems hopeless coming back to the same low point im always at. I havent lived even half of my life and i already wanna give up. i have everything i could want but the love i deserve. mommy, im sorry i wasnt the best daughter. i couldnt be the honor student i always was, and im sorry im getting worse. you were never there to understand, but its okay. daddy is always there for me. he always sees me through everything, and understands me more than anyone could. daddy, thank you for everything that youve taught me. you made me a good woman, with feelings and morals just like any other. im glad to be your daughter, and im proud to say that. I labyu daddy, will you carry me down the stairs for school one last time?