I can't seem to find the reasons to live anymore, I'm genuinely tired. I can't tell a single soul anymore and asked for help. It feels so shameful. I wanna live yeah, but not like this. My body feels weak everyday, my thoughts are blurry most of the time. It's so hard for me to live. All expectations, memories of past I wish doesn't exist, justice I never got, it's all affecting my brain and I have no one to talk to. It genuinely hurt. I'm really tired