I feel left out, maybe i just needed a hug. Im the youngest, ik you might think that im the spoiled one always being bougt all the things i want. No im not that kind of youngest child, im the child where i always hear "but they are your parents." and never "your their child." . I never heard that they were proud of me when i almost graduated valedictorian, because it was overcasted by my sisters graduation party. The same day as my elementary Graduation, my own father didn't go to my graduation because he was drunk in broad daylight. All i wanted my whole life was a hug from my own family and a apology for all the pain they have caused me, because if they did so i too would have done the same. Assaulted by my own father all because i came out pansexual to him, and was never considered his daughter. Maybe all i needed was a hug from the persons who hurted me, i wonder what the younger me would have reacted if she knew that the family who once made her happy now stabs her heart.