a close friend mgith have committed suicide. im genuinelt so scared. i feel bad i couldnt help him. o couldnt be a goo d friend. i left him and made thigns worse. i wanna kill myself i dont think i can do this anymore. i might relapse againws. ive had 3 panic attacks the past few hours. why cnat i just disappear. im sorery. im so sorrye.
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