Im just at a point where i dont know what to do with life, been grounded the past week sneaking a school computer of my step sis. got grounded for being stoned (got high without anyone knowing besides my step sis because she did it with me) but like its either that or self-harming which even when i got high every night i still felt depressed and the urge to cut but this moment as im sitting here typing this and listening to music i just feel like nothing yk like im just in a depressive state when i was at the mh (mental hospital) i was diagnosed with severe depression disorder. i just have no one to vent/talk to. im really struggling rn and want to self-harm and probably will end up doing it..