I don't know how to cope with the fact that i could've went to my dream school with if it weren't for my government's system. My grades are enough, but they said nope. I'm left with 2 choice now: one that's pretty tough to enter(A) and the latter would be a really shitty one(B). I'm not confident i could enter school A. I wouldn't be so frustated if they had given me a better choice, but damn. I am afraid. I know i'm still really young and i have a whole lot of journey ahead and yada yada but this is consuming me. I could feel i'll fail. How big of an impact will this thing create? I'm frustated.