I hate myself for breaking that girl's heart i broke my own heart in the process and I have no to turn to the talk to like I used to there's just a gut wretching feeling inside of me that makes me wanna throw up i miss her so bad but I know she doesn't want me back.Not after what I did not after me being able to not change if I could go back and change what I did I would in an instant. I hate myself.I need to change but I can't find any motivation to change