So this is the story on how I broke my own heart, 2 years ago i had met this girl for 2 years i comforted her for 2 years i genuinely loved this girl and she loved me. I dont blame her for how anything went down I blame myself for it all because of how I am lazy and I am incapable to change. And this girl. Lets call her layla. So 1 day me and Layla get on a call and we face time She was always insecure about her looks So whenever I did not make her feel pretty she did not want to call and that broke my heart. When she had told me I had to find my own way to move to her I felt nothing but pressure after that Because of my school needing a job and also wanted to keep myself happy This girl was my everything And now that I broke up with her after so long there's like a void inside of me that's never been filled again I tried to move on but I can't I love her too much but i'm too prideful to admit it i hurt her deeply and i cant forgive myself ever When i find out she met a new guy i cryd