I had a friend for about and year and some month and she has 'tism and I am self diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, month's ago in early march, we were chatting and she got physical, hitting me and playing rough but I've never actually known how to say "stop" to her so I just kept quiet and started to avoid her and he took it as a sign that I was upset over HER, I was a tiny bit but then she wrote me a letter days later and up to today, June 5th I still haven't talked to her.. I feel queezy when I have to be in the same area as them and I just wanna kms for fucking up another time again.. this is like the 4 time I've done this.. and it seems like it's only them I do it too.. i'm a total asshole aren't I?
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