I am about to turn 42 years old in about 2 weeks. I am homeless unemployed going daily to the local methadone clinic however still smoking methadone almost daily to regulate the side effects of methadone , my boyfriend of 3 years is married to the mother of his 6 kids however they are all grown and she lives on the opposite side of the country so they are separated but still God don't like that. I won't have sex with him until he divorces her and marries me. Just a matter of time be4 he finds a girl who don't care and he cheats on me. I just know it.