I want to start off with how much i hate summer. for me its a time of consistent critic and emotional abuse. My parents are consistently putting me down and calling me lazy or stupid. I mean i just don't have that spark to actually complete anything. I'm isolated from my friends and I just miss the routine school offers. It's frustrating consistently trying to meet my parents standards and not having any time to myself. My mom works at home so she always has something to yell at me about. I feel so lonely because friends don't live close and don't reach out. Sometimes I really wish I wasn't alive or that I could disappear and see how people would react. anyways, i'm really trying to push through this slump i'm having.
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