i feel as though nobody cares about talking to me as much as i care about talking to them. my friends do talk to me but they never say as much as i do. this seems to be the pattern throughout most of my relationships with people lately - i talk a lot and can't seem to find someone who would want to fire back with just as much words coming outta their mouths. right now when i text my two friends on our groupchat they read the messages but don't reply, and they don't text me first. i kind of get that cause we're all studying for finals right now (me the least probably, because i unfortunately procrastinate a lot) but i do want to connect with friends even now and im not sure if they want to. i feel so stupid for becoming upset over this because basically im the laziest out of us three so obviously i have the most time to spare to text them and then i go and get mad at them for not texting me when they're just busy like they have every right to be!!! and i should be busy too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!