I almost texted 988 the other day. Had their wait time not been so long I would have finally told someone about my family. I have a list of all the fucked up shit that has been said, but its honestly the most tame part of the house. My sister is verbally abusive to my cousin, we have several pests, my brother is a barely functional alcoholic with a seizure disorder that he is supposed to take meds for but the alcohol stops them from working. My eldest brother is a deadbeat dad, and he is the better of the two parents of my neice and nephew. My mother and sister are both passively suicidal, saying they wouldn't commit because they have kids to look after, but they wouldn't be mad if they died. My sister has soon to be three kids with a wanna-be abusive gang-banger baby-daddy. She hid 2 of his guns in MY dresser because she didn't want him to find out she didn't sell them like she said. My alcoholic brother keeps my mother up all night and she drives around all day sleep-deprived, etc.