My girlfriend of a year and a half broke up with me about a month ago. I know it seems short but im still in highschool and it was big. She’s done some really horrible things to me and yet everytime i see a photo of us my heart hurts really bad. I feel like im going to cry and i regret not fighting harder for our relationship. I keep thinking of texting her. Of apologizing and begging for things to work out. For us to try again. I know things wont get better. And after we broke up we both have done shitty things. I just wish we couldve stayed as happy as we once were. I wish i could have one peaceful night where she isnt on my mind. Im so tired. I havent slept well in weeks and i feel like im worthless. I feel like im worth nothing. Shes tried to get with multiple guys already since weve broken up which has depleted my self worth to an all time low. Im getting even more easily agitated. Everything upsets me. Im distant. Everytime i see her i want to cry. I feel hopeless