everything in my life is building up to be one big stone that I can't break.my ex-boyfriend begged me for nudes,he told me he would stop eating,kill himself,and he even told me that he was going to die of a heart disease if I did not send to him. eventually I caved. I know I shouldn't. I know I'm awful. I know I'm a whore. and I know I'm too young. I've heard everything. the whole thing was a big lie. he didn't want me in the first place, he just wanted to use me for my body.