I’m not normally someone who gives up easily and no matter what I always try to power through and stay positive, but lately I don’t think I can keep trying anymore. I feel like I’m always behind everyone. Don’t get me wrong I love celebrating my friends and want all the happiness for them, but sometimes I feel like I have nothing else to me. I was the last to get accepted to college, never had a proper relationship, and what feels like the last to get accepted job and find my footing. I feel so stuck no matter what I do and no matter what I try I feel like I’m never good enough and my “hard work” never amounts to anything. I also feel like such a burden on my family because I feel like I’m pointless and have nothing to give back. The things I normally find joy in aren’t fun for me anymore, and I’m finding it hard to hangout with my friends. I don’t know what to do anymore