Today’s my birthday. I turned 18. My birthdays have always sucked. I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere. I’m spending the day with my friends, this isn’t about them at all I’m just mad at the fact that my birthday’s never go right. Something always has to happen to make me feel bad. I got stressed out because of my family, just the overall stresses of people an adult, feeling rushed into something I have no idea how to navigate, and the pressure despite just turning 18, I can’t get a fucking break. And my family can’t process emotions for shit so they think I’m too sensitive, they’re sensitive too they just hide it better than I do, or they express it with an emotion other than with tears. Anyway when I was getting ready my hair was giving me trouble, curly hair you know how it is, it was just minor inconveniences adding flame to the fire. The good part was going to watch a movie we all enjoy but the thing is, it wasn’t even my choice to see it. My friend got the tickets beforeIsaidyes.