I broke up with my boyfriend. Now i sit in an empty flat. Noone to talk yo since everyone is just busy with life and my friends are far away or have too much work related stuff going on. I feel so lonely i hate it. I cant go out since the weather doesnt let me. I am sitting in front of the pc not being able to do anything. J have joined discord servers only to hear some convos and be a part of it. It didnt help sadly. I just want to cry and scream go out get drunk forget everything and just…. Dont want to feel alone anymore. I want a job so badly…. Or some more messages from my friends… god i hate every moment of just sitting here and feeling numb