Why am I never good enough for someone to truly love me? Why can’t I find my person? The only men who try and talk to me only want one thing. Why am I not special enough for a date? For a real relationship? I’m 36, never was able to have children, my last relationship was so toxic and draining. I took 2 years to heal and work on myself after that. Now that im ready and want to find someone to spend my life with, it feels impossible. The 1 person who’s made me feel something special recently has zero interest in being anything other than friends. I’m so tired of being alone and never feeling like I matter to anyone. I’m tired of being the 3rd wheel to all my friends. I just want someone to make me feel special for once in my life.