Im tired. Not in a way that you want to sleep, but in the way we're you are emotionally drained and want to be happy. If she would've waited 30 more seconds I would've been ready to leave, but she chose not to. So I told her not come back for me. Then I started crying. I've been doing that a lot lately, only 15 and crying everyday to save herself from the rabbit holes that other kids go down. So I tell her not to come back, and she replies that I'm grumpy and need to go back to bed, it's 5:30am. So I'm drained, I tell her that, "Im not grumpy, my feelings her hurt and you need to understand that. But you won't understand that, instead you brush it off like Im having a bad attitude." So I put my phone on DND so you can't text me back. She says that I can express my emotions to her but apparently that's only when she isn't the one that caused my emotional demise. But it's funny, if she is the cause, and I decide to tell her how I'm feeling, I get grounded.