I’ve been feeling so lost and I don’t know what to do about it. I push people away when they want to help or even just get closer to me, but all I’m doing to myself is making my mental health worse. I know it’s not an excuse, but I’m just a kid. Twelve years old and thinking about killing myself. I self harm almost everyday, with cuts going deeper and deeper on my upper thighs because I’m too scared to be called an attention seeker if someone sees. The only person I trusted with this info and was my safe space left my city and moved. Not their fault but it still stung. I’m only getting worse and worse and it feels like no one can help me at this point. I don’t even think I can help myself to be honest.