i’m sooo so so tired. i have to house sit my home for the next week and watch my nephew for that time. we have a new puppy. my grandmother is in the hospital and it’s not looking good for her. my sister is graduating and i’m so sad to see her go. it feels like i barely knew her. my good friends haven’t been talking to me much, and one of the only things i can do is write. i can only write my stories, i can only journal, i can only let this fester in my own head. i’ve just been crying for a little bit and writing this all down out and shouting it into this vacuum will definitely help. if anyone’s reading this and also needs to talk, make sure you do that. it really makes a difference