I hate life rn i just finished school but my grades are lowk so bad (i had all A’s at the start of the year but my depression and anxiety got bad) my bf is moving and hes like so mentally ill too..he was like on shed twitter and i was like “get the fuck off twitter” cause like we’re kids and thats not gonna help anything??? he made a discord server and sent videos of him cvtting himself and like i didnt know what it was so i clicked on it and …. today we were hanging out and he kept asking to cut with me and like i finally caved in but like i wanna get better but i dont and everything is so hard and i dont have anyone to talk to or anything (therapy doesnt work for me) the only thing keeping me stable r my meds and art tbh