I have a lot of friends and I grow sick of them constantly. I feel like I’m using them in their own respective ways and I don’t know why I can’t be normal. I constantly live for the attention of others and yet I hate most people in my life. (New topic) I have a crippling porn addiction and intrusive thoughts constantly, I hate myself and I think I’m ugly but I also think I’m attractive and I can be a narcissist. I have suicidal tendencies and I hate my life, but I also like living just enough to the point where I feel like every day I’m trapped and being tortured, kinda. Sorry that was corny .
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