Ive broken up with my girlfriend fractured my ankle and had to quit football my friend left the country. im known in the school but not liked summer started and i go to work and feel mentally exhausted my city is full of wannabe gangsters and hoes theres no activitys to do here its funds go to attracting tourists to a nearby beach my family talks shit about me behind my back, my mom tells me im not commited to anything and that ive never actual cares about anything i do even though i dedicated my life to football, school everything. my voice is annoying, i have good looks but my personality is terrible, the only girls who want me just want to fuck, my ex manipulated me, abused me, and SAd me and i projected all of that on my next relationship, i was SAd when i was little and have been hypersexual my whole life, my dad used to beat on me wgen i was little now he tries to be apart if my life but i feel nothing, i go to work and straight back home rotting on my bed no one to talk.