its really selfish of me to say this but i’ve always wished i was ill. i think its because i just want to feel cared for, i always wished i had scars of sorts. i told myself and i told my boyfriend i wouldnt do it but my mental health has been so bad as of recently and i was so curious what it was like. i cut myself but they were small, they werent deep or anything, and it didnt hurt too bad. it stung a bit after but that was it. my boyfriend and i have been going through some rough patches lately and we’re both not mentally stable lol… hes asleep right now and i feel terrible because i promised him i wouldnt do it i feel so so bad but my health is declining rapidly idk.. i would add more but im shaking so bad i cant
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