i have a lot on my mind, and a lot on my plate that no one can seem to see. this one girl L and i got into an argument where i was kind the whole time but n turn she cussed me out and said some very hurtful things to me. after this arguement, she thought it would be pertinent to tell our ENTIRE friend group about it and lie about what was said. she said that I called her all of these extremely mean names i would never call anyone, let alone one of my friends for that matter. now my friend group hates me and i feel like i don’t belong in the school or the grade im in. so that’s been on my mind but meanwhile this is all going on, we are currently writing letters to our senior selves to open at graduation, which is pretty fun. As a joke, this kid C is making a list of all the prettiest girls in seventh grade, and my two closet friends that i hang out with now because of the whole friend group thing are numbers 2 and 16. im not even on the list. this shouldn’t bother me, but it does.