been fighting with lyme's disease , depression & autism for so long but physically/outward speaking you can't tell it externally. People judge me all the time due to my looks not realizing I'm fighting on the inside. . On the inside I'm just a kid and I miss my grandmother, she was my best friend. Due to my health struggles I never experienced what it's really like to know love. I'm running on sheer willpower and will keep going cause people depend on me still. I know allot of you are fighting with depression, abuse or ilness and my hearth is with you. If I could heal you all I would but only God can so may you all be healed in his name. ps. it might not seem like it today but life is all about perspective and someday your perspective on life might change for the better.. so keep going