I genuinely hate myself bc I actually look so fat compared to everyone else and people will say ‘but your not overweight!’ like that shit doesn’t mean that I don’t look fat still? I’m like genuinely so close to like getting an ed istg and I have NO ONE to talk to bc no one in my life cares enough or is trustworthy enough to even talk to. I just want to get a new life atp bc everything is mine is actually terrible.